Wagamama Ukiyo

Selfish Life. Selfish World.

I’m here… a little late September 10, 2008

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In my previous posts I said about moving house, well I’ve done it! I actualy moved a couple of months ago but just haven’t posted anythig yet. Well I am here, in the new place! I have a lovely view from the living room window, looking out over fields with just a farm in the distance. Since I’ve been here the fields have changed from a slight gold color to green, its amazing. At night you can see the lights of the next town in the distance, and cars. The area here sucks, there’s nothing here… no cinema, shopping centre or even large stores and everyone here seems to have a bad attitude, so I don’t plan to stay here for long. Its odd, the change you experience when you move from one place to another, everything from the local scenery to the attitudes of the people around you.

Since I got here I haven’t done much, I enrolled into College but have decided to wait until next year to complete my course, I haven’t found a job yet and wow that is difficult here as the area is so isolated and run down. I’ve been having meetings at the L&D Hospital, and should be Volunteering there before long.

I’m at an important stage of my life, and I’m finding it difficult to choose a path to take, I am just drifting and there is so much id like to do but I know in reality I can’t do everything so I have to choose a path and a career. I hate choice 😛

Anyway thats my update, I’ll blog something more interesting soon, hopefully.

 

A few topics… May 10, 2008

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Last night I didn’t post anything, so today I am going to post about 3 small topics.

(1) Explain Yourself!

In life you have to explain yourself… your actions and have to justify what you do. When you are a child you have to do this often, but when you get to a certain age shouldn’t you be able to just say “This is how it is, and I don’t have to explain it” I mean, why should you explain it to anyone? You are your own person and what you do is up to you. Are you worried what people might think? What they might find out? Are you… Paranoid?

Relax… you don’t have to Justify yourself to anyone!

(2) Identity

When you pretend to be so many people, someone you are not it can become difficult, you become that person. You make relationships and bonds as that person and then when you finally get sick of being that person, there is no way to back up and be who you really are. Everything you have as your other identity must be lost, and sometimes you get caught up in being someone you are not.

Who are you really?

(3) Just sex…

When people say “It’s just sex” or “all I want is sex, nothing else” do they really mean it? Can it ever be ‘Just Sex’? Surely when you have sex, such a close, intimate and special interaction you form some sort of bond, some sort of relationship. So really, can it ever be “Just Sex”?